breakdown.

finally broke down.
i cried. i sobbed.
i gasped for air.
i shook.

i broke. down.
everything. finally came out.
the way i have meant for it to.
not in fighting with you.
im sorry for that.

put myself together.
stuck my head under the water.
broke down again.

i could have cried for hours.
that is how much.
that is the extent of my pain.
of my personal suffering.

i couldnt. life called.


i need to end this phase.
before it ends me.