no longer do i own deep thoughts. deep feelings. emotions. concerns. the more time goes on. the more i realize that i am an empty person. i dont feel much of anything anymore.
thats okay.
im not blaming or trying to make a point.
i feel out of control. not crazy. just not in control.
i forgot about all the bullshit that is encompassed in these people. everyone was gone. for the most part. and i forgot.
i wish i never remembered.
what happened to authenticity. to being real.
what happened to the good people.
the caring. the kind people.
what happened to that family.
the one weve been apart of. ive been apart of. for four years.
its not there anymore.
betrayal. selfishness. bullshit.
thats whats there.
im having a hard time hearing from god.
i dont remember the last time i cried.
all the dust has dried out my eyes...
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