Sunday, July 11, 2010

what lies ahead.

5 am. 6 am. 7 am.
cramped in a van.
to south dakota.
where i shall live for the week.
no expectations. no excitement.
just an open mind. and open heart.


i hope i dont continue to close myself off.
ive never been this way.
and i didnt even know i was.
for awhile.
until i actually tried to figure out what was going on.
im pretty sure thats it.
keeping at a distance. not letting anyone in.
not letting anything out.
shut. reserved. safe.


god i need to hear you.
i want to hear you.
allow me the capacity to hear.



please..

im begging.

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