free.

carefully. slowly. i made my way to the front.
i found bodies. so many bodies.
on knees. surrendering.
in order. i follow.
make my way to an open space.

the carpet so green,
onto my knees i rest.
back arched. neck bent.

i begin to ask.
for strength. for courage.
for you.
i asked if you would be made present.

i wondered if someone would be sent.
if someone would come.

i wanted you to.
but you were with another im sure.

so many delicate drops made their way to my arm.
i didnt know where they were coming from.
didnt know i was weeping.
i knew my eyes were wet. thats it.

i see feet come near. they stop in front.
she kneels down. i see a glimpse of tye dye.
and i know who it is.
you grabbed my hand. and you began to speak.
i began to weep.

thank you for coming.
thank you also for coming.

my feet are asleep.
my neck aches.
i am ready to walk.

take my hand...