from one to another.

i question the integrity. and i question your label.
because everything youre doing. is everything i would not.
everyone around me. i find it difficult to stand strong.
thats not right. i find it difficult to feel cared for.

standing strong is simple. its not hard at all.
everyone who told you it would be hard was lying.
they want to scare you into response.

im glad you were with me. in agreeance and in hurt.
you really are a beautiful person, and seeing my stance match up with yours makes me feel beautiful.

i wish you could see what we see.

sometimes i wish views matched up.
and sometimes i wish things would be different.
with us.
sometimes i worry. and at times i compare to you.
if only somethings were different. we both know that they would have to be different.
i want to be close.


why you too?

spoke before i had to. wanted to all along.
safe and silenced. bent knees. crowded seats.
crooked elbows. shut eyes. quiet minds.

didnt want to rhyme.
scattered posts. back again.

hug more.
lets watch movies.