i dont like it when people i dont know well see me cry. see me vulnerable.
im uncomfortable. if i didnt care, id had sit there and wept. until i no longer could.
feeling alone doesnt help either. god i need you, i need your love and grace. allow me to love like you, to live for you, fill me up with you. i want to feel. to feel whole and loved. i dont know if this is anything, or if it is just me breaking down after an off day. thank you for loving people who offer hugs in an empty hallway.
i was a shitty person at times. i dont want to be that.
i want a new start. god help me.
i dont know what else to do..
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