you always told me how thoughts consumed your mind. how you couldnt stop thinking. sometimes multiple things at once. i would tell you, i didnt know what that was like. there were times when i had no thoughts at all. i think i know what its like now. ive found myself trapped in my thoughts. they have become all consuming. imposing on relationships. they make decisions for me.
there is a movie, where people can have their memory erased. i think about that often. how simple things would be if i was incapable of remembering. i would be free.
the world would be new and exciting. instead of worn out and expected.
i dont know what to fill my glass with...
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