Thursday, April 8, 2010

and so the search begins.
for a new life. a new way to spend my time.
new best friends. or just a best friend.
God, please make this easier.
i think i've gone through enough already.

let me be okay. god let me move on. help me to see what it is you have for me. allow me to be the person it is you have created. god help me not to hate. help me to keep moving in the right direction. do not let me fall or falter. god be with me in this time of need. allow me to see god allow me to live happily. to live fully. let it be apparent what it is you want me to do. be with me. guide me. and most of all love me god. i need you. i can not do this alone. stay with me always. heal me. i don't know what i am doing. or why this is happening to me. help me trust you. help me trust you in that you know what you're doing. that it will be okay god. because right now i don't know that. and for anything i can not word. amen.

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