no mistake.

finger tips on skin.
cheek to cheek.
slow steady breath.
uncontrollable shaking.

racing. faster and faster.
close calls. free falls.

hold on to eachother.
pull them in.
hold them.

keep fighting it.
keep trying.
fighting.
caving in. standing strong.

uncertain. trying to decide.
just keep holding on.


when its over.
its never over.
it will never be over.

it will always win.
there is no way around it.

we will just keep cushioning our misery.
we will keep feeding it.
nursing it.
making it comfortable.
we will keep it around.

because we wont give in.
though we know exactly what we felt....