Sunday, June 13, 2010

pool water.

repulsed.
i dont want to live a life
where situations are constantly making me want to vomit.
thats what it is.
now.
one after the other.

one sick stomach after the next. theres no stopping it.
not until something better comes along,
someone,

you arent genuine people.
you are no longer people i look up to.
instead i look downward,
i am disappointed.
you arent kind loving people.

not really.
a loving person wouldnt think,
however you dont think at all,
but thats not what i mean.

and so maybe the thing to do
is what will piss you off most.
i like that sound of that. kind of rewarding, in a strange way.

it would make me feel better, thats all
nothing matters after all. after its done.

the future. your situation, that is why i didnt pick the space
on the other side of your bathroom.
we are not good friends. please understand that.


i thought i was moving forward. aparently my direction of travel has been the exact opposite.

dont worry....

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