the creaking of the leather.
comforting sounds.
sideways glances.
those looks.
wake up from dreams.
i wish i remember now what it was.
i remember pieces. or more, i remember my feelings.
wanting to touch. forearm against forearm.
hoping it was okay to lean.
to rest my head.
wanting to be encompassed. held.
that was just a dream.
whether or not i was sleeping.
doesnt matter.
thats all we are.
we are thoughts and feelings.
thats what makes us.
and it is when you are thoughtless.
when you are hollow. and numb.
it is then, that you feel you are nothing.
because you merely are nothing.
without those.
without real thoughts.
real feelings.
you are just a body.
not a someone.
ill wait and see.
dream or no dream.
thats what i wanted.
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