words.

"you'll be ok"
"you shouldn't worry about it so much"
"its all going to be fine"

I want to believe these things.
I want to believe all of your words.
But I don't know that I can.
I don't know that I am capable.

What if I'm not ok?
What if I'm never ok?
Then what. What will I do then.
I will have nothing to hold onto.

And i will be lost. Forever.

That terrifies me more than anything.